when you looked deep in my eyes
while you avoided eye contact
shying away as you smirked a smile,
sweat coming out of your forehead
or the times you starred at me
as though I was at the spotlight
when you got nervous to my presence
as I slowly dragged my feet to your destination
or the times you held my hand
not caring who was around
what changed in thy eyes?
was it when you saw the real woman before thee?
a pool of divinity and might
or was it self independent
where I wanted a man not needing one?
I had fallen for you since then
you taught my heart to love again
showed me you were mearnt for I
giving me hope to embark on a new chapter
as you made me believe loving you is eternity
did you lose interest in I
am I one of thee girls
that only end up in your gallery
time and time again
you keep shutting the door to my face,
why letting me in your circle
if you can't contain my love
making me believe you're my missing peace
if you got to go
atleast teach me how live without you
© mariahashei