it feels so wrong
I feel pushed away
I feel rejected
I feel unwanted.
but God knows I want you

u seem long gone
u seem to be in denial
u seem to be hiding
an untold truth
but God knows I want you

I long to have you
I long to be close to you
I long to feel you
I long to kiss you
I long to free you,
like I did before,
do you want me as I do?

time waiteth not
long seem the days
and longer the nights,
each ticking second
brings me hope
to be near you
do u feel the same?

longing may be my heart
but surely as the tide moveth
so will it move
n embrace new horizons
for I am ready for us
but you are not


let this longing
run and reach a better
deserving heart
for there was a time
only you were longed for
but
but it was swept away

hold me before I leave
I am still unwilling.
give me reason to fight
show me purpose to fight
crown thee hand
let go not
I
will let go not...