I was trying to rap but I was left in my feelings and now I don't know what to think. but no it doesn't even matter and yet I keep trying to be better but now I was just wanna be dead. I am sick of feeling I wanna cry so fuckn had. fuck this life. the quicker I fuckn die and then I could call it quits. I tried and look what happened it was all takin from me and And I couldnt take it and now I feel so fuckn alone in my head and my phone is my friend. that shit don't even fuckn make sense. I would try to explain how I felt but I can't and than I am fuckn lost cause I don't even know how to feel alright or how to fix my feelings I just wanna leave and never have to deal with this again. and I am left in tears and nobody will ever be able to understand. I'm tortured I my life it just keeps fuckn with my feelings but fuck em all and fuckn really wish I can change everything but I cant.
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