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Now I know
Everyone lives,
they are living,
in a world where someone could collapse at a slight touch,
in a world where ego, and pride is more important then kindness,
I feel as if I'm just existing while others are alive
I'm tired
I'm so, so, so tired
I want to rest my eyes,
I want to sleep and never wake,
I so hate how you looked at me,
how you acted like you wanted me,
how you talked with me,
how you made me trust you,
the one night,
no texts,
no calls,
the next day,
no texts,
no calls,
a week goes by
I know you played me,
you played with my emotions,
you toyed with me,
your broke me,
I can no longer fathom the fact that I think about you so often,
I wish I could not,
but as me eyes drupe down, as they shut, making me feel a bit relieved, as my arms and legs relaxes,
I listened to the sounds,
and smell the smells,
my eyes remain close,
a brief moment of relief
I know that you may not like me,
I know you may never will,
I'm glad,
my hopes won't get higher
Ill aim lower
now I know,
I won't make the same mistake

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