new roots are forming,
this time things are different, so very much.
this time she broke in complete silence, all alone.
she never even imagine that a day like this will come and consume every bit of her.
she was shattering into million pieces again.
and the person who shattered her once promised he'll be always her side, and will intensely take good care of her heart and soul.
she accepted it all.
she's accepting this pain, and it took so much courage.
she's a strong woman who highly appreciated vulnerability.
she knows it can't be undone.
yeah, she knows it all.
and it hurts, she feels like someone is choking her breath.
she struggles waking up in the morning,
she struggles to face the reality sometimes.
she thumps her fist again her chest just to check is it doing it work properly?
is it beating just fine, like before, normally? after been through this much!
sometimes,
she's reminding herself , she did a good thing for herself.
she woke up this morning and smiled at herself looking at the mirror.
she's proud of herself for breaking,
there's a saying goes like "broken but beautiful" she felt it.
sometimes she termed herself as damaged by lack of love.
she once begged for it and yet she got nothing, just empty promises.
those eyes of hers are tired of shedding tears now.
they want to see the ray of happiness, affection.
it's time for her to rebirth. again.
this heartbreak taught her how to be strong all by your own,
she loves herself and that's enough for her.
nothing else matters that much now.
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