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A Truly Horrible Feeling
It is hard to move on when you only know how to look back in the past
Looking back into the past is easier than looking into the future
Looking forward is hard because one is oblivious to what lays install
But looking back and relishing in the good and bad memories is easy because all you have to do is think about what you could have done different even after so many years
The funny thing is that looking back is hard
Knowing you are the cause of other people's problems or sorrow
When you go to bed, you feel tortured and haunted by memories and circumstances you couldn't control
Waking up you feel drained because of the recurring nightmares fuelled by a TRULY HORRIBLE FEELING.