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The brink of my mental state
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the brink of me mental state
I've been feeling itchy lately
lil slap happy , my mouth is twitching
bout to snap my teeth
gotta keep my hands in my pockets
just so I don't start the riot
I've been feeling like fighting
I'm sure it's easy to sight
my body is expressing aggression
I'm talking loud, my jaw is clenching
but now I'm sad
watch me stop in my tracks
slump to ground
energy is gone and out
I'm crying now
it's getting loud
I'm having problems breathing
my God I'm wheezing
Its ok
only took a minute
and now I look indifferent
kinda stoned but I'm sober
it's strange how my mind takes over
every way every day
it's a rollercoaster
now I'm happy
but it won't last
I was right
short lived
it goes fast
it's always like this
and I'm exhausted from it
I'm not used to smiling
laughings got me crying
and my head hurts
I think I got to excited
I feel sick
what is this
I think I'll avoid it
welcome to my mental state , I'm at the brink, it's hard sloping .
© Jada E. Clark
the brink of me mental state
I've been feeling itchy lately
lil slap happy , my mouth is twitching
bout to snap my teeth
gotta keep my hands in my pockets
just so I don't start the riot
I've been feeling like fighting
I'm sure it's easy to sight
my body is expressing aggression
I'm talking loud, my jaw is clenching
but now I'm sad
watch me stop in my tracks
slump to ground
energy is gone and out
I'm crying now
it's getting loud
I'm having problems breathing
my God I'm wheezing
Its ok
only took a minute
and now I look indifferent
kinda stoned but I'm sober
it's strange how my mind takes over
every way every day
it's a rollercoaster
now I'm happy
but it won't last
I was right
short lived
it goes fast
it's always like this
and I'm exhausted from it
I'm not used to smiling
laughings got me crying
and my head hurts
I think I got to excited
I feel sick
what is this
I think I'll avoid it
welcome to my mental state , I'm at the brink, it's hard sloping .
© Jada E. Clark
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