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lost
I don't want to feel my scars
but they're deep within hurting n' bleeding
the outer ones on the scalp are staring
and I can't stop peeling them
a sharp stare that haunts
a pain as I peel
they remind me of my reckless actions
will I ever be fixed ?

my life remains a puzzle
with a lot of lost pieces
or it's a mystery
I don't know
I'm still tryna figure it out
will I ever find the lost puzzles?

will I ever uncover this mystery?
or I'll drown n' be lost to it
I'm afraid to do anything
because everytime I'm wrong
was a curse spelt on me
or I'm just lost and afraid to find me

I just want happiness
live life to the fullest
and be normal
not a freak or weirdo
but will I ever find all these?