i’ve reached the point
where i’m living in a mental heaven
to escape this literal hell

i have no good friends in real life,
but i have a few who care
in my head

the world is fucked up on the outside,
but it’s all beautiful and good
in my head

i’m useless and barely living right now,
but i’m happy and a good person
in my head

i’m ugly and hate myself for who i am,
but i’m practicing self love
in my head

everything awful in this world
has gone straight to my heart,
but don’t tell my head,
cause she’s still trying to hold on

© vnm.ghst