One more moment, please ... one more. It's all I ask, one more time, let me take in all this. That I can't, that it is impossible for me to get up once more.
I need some time to feel this way one more time ... just a little bit more ... it's just that, it feels so good to be happy, I appreciate it so much because I've been unhappy all my life, it feels good to be taken care of and I value so much because I have been alone all my life despite having people around me. I need one more day to enjoy this feeling because it revives me a little more, and I get to see everything from above, please a while more, just one. Later, when it is too late for my heart, this time I will need a night, in which it breaks me, in which it destroys me without further ado; an inevitable one after having been happy, to wonder, to assimilate that I can no longer, that it was my fault but I promise that I will try to understand myself. Happiness is momentary and oblivion is eternal. I don't want to face things anymore, I find myself running away from my destiny, trusting in the now but we all know that the past is a memory, the present an instant and the future an enigma. Yesterday you were not, today you are, tomorrow nobody knows. Life is nothing more than a blink of an eye and then it goes away in the blink of an eye, love can heal and is the only thing that makes us feel alive, I have never received this, and this person today gives me everything, He teaches me to love and hate at the same time but this is not what I think about, he is an instant ... it is inevitable. We are no more than a trace, of something that leaves a mark on us. We do not want to imagine a life without what does us so much good, but we both know that what does us so much good will hurt for many reasons and will cause you impotence when it leaves, when it disappears from you and then you will not know what to do with yourself, you have lost yourself by a person. Today I have him, tomorrow nothing guarantees it. I do believe in love, because beyond receiving it ... I have given it, I have felt it and I believe that noticing it in me is the most important step to begin to believe that it exists. I will enjoy my life with my loved ones, and that person for whom I have felt love for long years, cares for and protects me and in the future may no longer be with me. And that's when I thank life for having given me that more moment, the one in which I have been so happy.

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