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commitment is my weak point
I'm too tired. I give up again. I'm not gonna do any more fictional stories. I just can't fucking commit to anything. I can't even commit to something I love. I can't even commit to having friends. I don't know why. It's sometimes hard for me to even realize and come to terms with the fact that that I'm even alive and real, so it's hard to keep a routine. It's hard to remember stuff and it's hard to think critically because I'm never fully in reality. I'm always lost in my head or fuck knows where. I'm exhausted by of all the energy it takes just to keep up with simple, bare minumum life, as pathetic as that sounds, so I'm dropping all my extra commitments. I'm sorry if I dissapointed you.