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the words I'll never say out loud.
Everyday I asked myself
who are you ,what do you feel ?
why this emptiness ?
I know it's funny but that's who I am
the one no one is ever proud of
that mistake no one wants to make
maybe I'm just too much.
I am a believer but when it comes,
when it comes to the almighty
I might as well be disturbing Him
my prayers are of cry everyday
but I still go there.
too many bruises in my body
I'd easily cover them under my clothing
what about my heart
what am I to do with a faulty heart ?
I am not really complaining
but don't you think its too much
the pain I'm used to it
the disappointments are okay
but ,is this what I deserved?
am I that bad
I don't remember hurting anyone this bad
or maybe in my past life I did .
Even if I died ,
And went to heaven
I'd be scared to get in
because I'd never want
To go through the same
Now that I'd be more close
closer to you.
© fifi
who are you ,what do you feel ?
why this emptiness ?
I know it's funny but that's who I am
the one no one is ever proud of
that mistake no one wants to make
maybe I'm just too much.
I am a believer but when it comes,
when it comes to the almighty
I might as well be disturbing Him
my prayers are of cry everyday
but I still go there.
too many bruises in my body
I'd easily cover them under my clothing
what about my heart
what am I to do with a faulty heart ?
I am not really complaining
but don't you think its too much
the pain I'm used to it
the disappointments are okay
but ,is this what I deserved?
am I that bad
I don't remember hurting anyone this bad
or maybe in my past life I did .
Even if I died ,
And went to heaven
I'd be scared to get in
because I'd never want
To go through the same
Now that I'd be more close
closer to you.
© fifi
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