Where can I find the definition of "Loyal"?
Somewhere barried under soiled soil.
Where can I find the meaning of "True Love"
Well it rocked me, shocked me and gave me a brutal shove.
I swear that love was the truest.
How could she do this.
Or how could people portray this morbid display?
Maybe they want us both dead and watch the thought of us decay.
They can't find dirt so they male up to say.
I never chose to play.
You forged me into this thinking you will over take me in a single day.
Now I got you looking up in dismay.
I even got you pleading while you pray.
Break me?
Take from me?
You think I'm new, wet behind my ears like a new born baby?
You want to fuck with my head and make me look crazy?
Just because you see me doing nothing, doesn't make me lazy.
Trust me home, I'm the Truth.
Born badass, from since I was a youth.
You have more than a leg up, and I'm knocking out your tooth.
I don't even flow and I'll destroy you in the booth.
I don't even need to even change into superman.
I already am as I stand.
I love that nothing went tl.your plan.
Because it didn't include me.
So pardon me, excuse me.
I dogde daggers while you used me.
I slip by into the number 1 spot.
Yall lost because you were so easily bought.
Keep my marriage and love out your circle.
Or I'll squeeze your neck till your head turns purple.
You don't know how to speak from.the heart.
Or know when half of you is gone and was with you from the start
still carrying your heart.
Please listen carefully. Be mindful of what's in your cart.
Don't watch others stuff and make ticks on your chart.
Don't use me as your entertainment and play with my love that I have for her.
If you actually knew, you wouldn't have and would have concurred.
Since we've been apart, my vision has been nothing but a blurr.
So it goes.
In a heartbeat, I would go to her in my lonely boat and row.
She might be the only one that has the needle to sow
My heart back to what it was. Well I hope so.
But she don't want me no mo.
So don't mock me
Please don't be a stranger and unblock me.
I found the meaning of "Honour" and in my heart it's stacking.
Since there is so much of it lacking.
I stand out like a sore thumb.
But uts hard moving through life while I watch this atrocity grows and makes my soul numb.
Especially as they whittle me down into a dirty bum.
Just know my love and loyalty will forever flow and have no sum.
So if you really want to go toe to toe, I'm right here so come.
I'll be waiting pondering life sipping on rum.
Buy aren't you tired of me making you look dumb?

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