I don't know what i'm doing?
Where I'm going?

I don't know what this world holds for me?
I don't know what is wrong with me?

I am just as confused as the Seal lying on the coast of the sea ,
living an aimless life ,
just lying there and not knowing what is the point of its life?

I wanna cry and i wanna sleep peacefully like a baby again,
Away from the worries that caught up my mind..

I don't know where i lost my mind and got stuck here in this real life shit~
Reality does hit hard...
And it Sucks...

And i cry here thinking about the future that just looks pretty miserable from here
,that its gonna suck more and more and more...

I don't know why it feels like everything is crumbling and falling and just going WRONG

I don't know how to stop this racing brain that has got no breaks...

And it keeps running and jumping
from one thought to another
and just like that it's rushing and slamming hard against my fears and my terror...

I don't know how and just when i lost my sunshine and my glow,

Everything around me fades into the darkness and sinks down the saddened alley..
This daze makes me feel sick and sudden pain emerges in my heart.

I feel like i am being haunted by this darkness around me
making my head pound and hurt so bad,
It feels as its going to explode anytime,anywhere..

I
Am
Scared
Of this night that once gave me peace
and warmth..

I am losing my damn mind
With these sleepless nights and all the
crying...

And just like that,
i don't know what I'm doing?
Where i am going...?


© sakshinarang03