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Watching the shining stars !
Which seems to be really beautiful ,
I realised its far better than peoples ,
Whom i believed , whom i trusted ,
For whom i changed myself ,
The constellation seems to be a great art !
Of stars that are allinged together ,
Not like this world ,
Where no one cares and separates forever .

Yet , I also like the art within myself ,
Art of lots of thoughts !
Art of lots of emotions !
Art of lots of hopes !
And yet ! Still, I don't know , what i am .
A reserved kid ? Or someone locked within bars ?
Or someone who is really strong ?

I can't see others crying ,
It hits me hard in my bottom
Though many times i cried too ;
Still , My situation atleast far better than others ,
Where others died ,
I hope my fake laugh,
Hides my reality within the face .
Gives my thoughts a cover !

Watching the shining stars !
I too have many questions,
Why its me everytime everywhere ?
I don't understand why people Seems to be so mean ?
Did someone really care enough for me ?
Why i was always forced to be in dismay?
And these questions readily burn my mind everyday !
So , Did anyone have the answers ?
" No one "


© Bishal kalita