Ahh well…here we go!

It's four days until graduation
Feels crazy
Physically I've been lazy
Mentally I've been hazy
And the spring semester gave me daisies~
and allergies…

Oh, my relationship ended
I felt like I pretended
to love myself and others
I was afraid I smothered
everything around me

And now it's graduation
four years in the making
and I've got four days left waiting
and I still don't know everything

People kinda scare me
especially when they see me
and I’m still bad at public speaking
But somehow I'm attention-seeking
It makes no sense
(No, really it doesn't)

Sometimes I want validations
to ease my slight frustrations
I don't think I know much of anything
But on May 10th
I’ll be an English graduate
and that’s pretty cool~

© SteelBlue