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my life story
I wake up to go straight back to bed
The memories get stronger inside my head
And I don't like them at all
I'm 18 years old and still can't go into the room alone
Because that's when I see it all like a movie it's the saddest
But these days I don't know if I'm happy or just smiling
I was 9 the first time I cut myself
Because my sister nearly died I didnt understand that
And I dealt with it on my own for 4 years until one day
I got a phone call saying your dad he's not okay
I stay awake at night even to this day
Thinking why did suicide ruin my familys life in this way
So now I feel sick when the lights go off because I see it all in my sleep
Plays over like some disc on repeat
The letter she wrote the words go through my head just making me wanna forget
Everyone has gone through something they are to afraid to say
So they cry alone hoping to be gone some day
But sometimes you have to turn around and be strong
© Seulgi-eun
The memories get stronger inside my head
And I don't like them at all
I'm 18 years old and still can't go into the room alone
Because that's when I see it all like a movie it's the saddest
But these days I don't know if I'm happy or just smiling
I was 9 the first time I cut myself
Because my sister nearly died I didnt understand that
And I dealt with it on my own for 4 years until one day
I got a phone call saying your dad he's not okay
I stay awake at night even to this day
Thinking why did suicide ruin my familys life in this way
So now I feel sick when the lights go off because I see it all in my sleep
Plays over like some disc on repeat
The letter she wrote the words go through my head just making me wanna forget
Everyone has gone through something they are to afraid to say
So they cry alone hoping to be gone some day
But sometimes you have to turn around and be strong
© Seulgi-eun
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