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I miss you
Since you've been gone, I've lost all sense of self.
Trying to maintain, while sacrificing my health.
I feel so lost, out of range and hopeless.
Wanting to hold you, while impossible, I don't know...
I can't focus.
You were the rock, the wall, that held us all together.
Not understanding that good bye, was forever.
If I could rewind, and change what happened,...
Still can't cope, I never would have imagined.
Your leaving was, is, and will always be hard to deal with,
but keeping you in my memories helps me to manage it.
I have to go on. I know thats what I'm supposed to do, when will the pain stop, my heart hurts more than a bruise.
I have to stay focused. Focused on what lies ahead.
Just being honest with myself, one day at a time stuff, is what I dread.
© Loving you is a lot easier, when you look in the mirror at yourself.