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goodbye best friend
I tossed and I turned my way into my head
I cried and I yearned for you in my bed
I screamed to myself
I called myself selfish
Fuck my mental health
I don’t know how to do this

I want to villify you
I want to crucify you
I want to tell you the truth
I don’t want to lie to you

I just can’t settle any longer my love
I just can’t let us survive
I’m finally ready do ignite my first breakup
I have to, I want to thrive

I’m sorry
I’m sorry
I’m so fucking sorry

I love you
but I know
you don’t want to hear that

Goodbye
goodbye
my darling boy
my friend
my best friend
that’s all you ever should have been
© Adam BP Garcia