I lost my mother when I was two years old. I started out as a happy kid, but later in life I became rebellious. Why didn't I just stay this sweet little girl? Was I made to be something different? I don't know but I miss that sweet little girl. I had lots of love to give. I had lots of love in my heart. One day the rain came through the sun, making my emotions numb, I felt the atmosphere entire energy. Where did I come from? Who am I? Why am I here? It feel so good, yet surreal without understanding, I grew up loving everybody, except for myself, I didn't know what it mean to love but somehow I loved with my whole heart. I didn't know what it mean to dislike, yet it became an option, I was changing, and watching myself change, I had no control of the direction that I was going because i was a lost girl all along.

To be continued
© Lashonda Liboy