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Don't want to lose you
I'm anxious
And in the wrong headspace
I want to stay your friend
but your words
are like fires
spread inside my head
I wish I could think clearly for a moment
but anytime I speak my mind
you say I don't know
don't know what?
then you immediately shut up
you act like I havent lived the experience
over and over again
I'm used to people treating me like trash
just not my bestfriend
I'm scared to get in a fight again
don't want to lose you
but right now I'm struggling
waiting for you to say it's fine
but you never even apologize
© Caitlin
And in the wrong headspace
I want to stay your friend
but your words
are like fires
spread inside my head
I wish I could think clearly for a moment
but anytime I speak my mind
you say I don't know
don't know what?
then you immediately shut up
you act like I havent lived the experience
over and over again
I'm used to people treating me like trash
just not my bestfriend
I'm scared to get in a fight again
don't want to lose you
but right now I'm struggling
waiting for you to say it's fine
but you never even apologize
© Caitlin
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