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I want to live
I want to loved
I want someone to take care of me
but on the other hand
I don't believe when someone says
that he/she truly loves me
I'm always afraid that he/she will change
They'll make me feel happy for a while
and then leave me with a broken heart
that has been broken several times
not by lover but by family and friends
Yes by them whom I trusted a lot
for whom I was always ready to die
Now they say you're so cold
why can't you stay happy
I smile and say nothing
Don't they know they're
the ones who made me so
Of course they know
but all they do is pretend.
I'm not cold I'm just tired
of giving my love and care to those
who don't value it at all
Yes I'm lonely and hurt
but I'm too much scared
of relying on a soul
If I'll search for true love
What if they'll break me again
this time I'll not be able to bear the pain
so it's better to be all alone
no emotional attachments &
no fear of losing myself again.

© rõõh