Unlike the rest
I do more than attest
This a upset
I won't let you forget
Oh no a death threat
You don't got the power
To pull me from the sorrow I amassed
At some point you'll wish life kicked your ass
If my friend's dad didn't step in
I'd have statements make
When I grow up, I wanna be a white guy
So my concerns are met all the time
Fuck you an every bitch sucking an riding your dick all the time
I know bugs that deserved your shine
Circle of life
They'll eat me up after I've died
I wanna be cremated though
You get what I'm saying?
Closest thing to homage you'll foresee me paying
I'm just playing
Till I'm not
Unseen like the infinite joy my children brought
I just want my words to outlive me
Find them in times, they believe all there is to it is misery
Even if my heart stop it won't diminish what you mean to me
Fuck every selfish hoe talking carelessly
I'm amused by the masses moving carefully
I can't ignore what I have to see
I don't care if you call me a pussy
That'll make some of them wet
Unaware of their inability to burden me yet
Deadbeat mother an fathers
Hoping their disrespect keep them in the focus
If you don't treat people bogus
Facebook Olympics
Real people fall to the wayside
Along with men that actually tried
So you can ignore why we feel dead inside
I don't even raise my voice when my children begin to cry
You wanna support abusive parent's?
Only God knows why
Maybe this will help a bit
When you see death's door, you gonna acknowledge lying for ignorant bliss?
Can you live with that shit?
Fix something you didn't make amiss
Try as much as they lie about shit
You don't have a image, you sold that for attention because you're a Facebook activist
All I can do is hope they see past all of it
The train derails
Accountability begins to exist
When a man does the same thing, he's responsible for the consequences of his actions
Trying
All I wanted to happen
Your mind missed the purpose
The self hatred you pass out
Could only continue to make me nervous
My presence to me seems worthless
You live how you will knowing you've no reason to revel in my pain
I don't need you to look at me if all it does is make you feel pain?
I'm not impeded by what I understand, you'll erase me and they'll help you fulfill the plan
I don't determine what kind of man I am?
I don't care if it kills me, they'll recognize the extent of the scam
Maybe just maybe you'll see why it's important to care
Instead of supplementing the insecurities you thought to share
Not perfect, not unaware
If only you thought to do more than hurt anyone close enough to care?
This a never ending nightmare
Even in a cell, grateful for the memories we share
When all you got is the tears to remind you that you care
I don't want special treatment
I wish I didn't have to beg people to understand why it wasn't remotely fair
You need men that leave, I need my children to see
I'm only here because someone else loved me
I remember my place, when they call me Daddy
I was there an they want pussy
I'm not a narcissist but you clearly don't deserve me
I don't treat people ugly
I don't care it helps them if they feel like it's because of me
All I got was guilt an anger
You disregard me right along with the apparent danger
Only jumping at reasons to treat me like shit
I'm supposed to love when love don't exist?
I only see different interacting with my kids
I'd give countless vacations to that selfish bitch
Just to know I was I known by my own kids
If you deserve more than me?
Work for that shit
No one has to respect you because you merely exist
Nor would they want to knowing how little you cared about each kid
That would've vetoed damn near everything you did
You don't know how to operate without a lie
I'm where I'm at for expecting you to try
Derision felt by more people than me
Those that try to see their family
After working to support them
After giving you opportunity after opportunity to ruin it with other men
Is it maturity?
Having children to show contempt for the attention their getting
I know you all don't act that way but it's still vastly upsetting
Wasn't signaling for virtue, I just hope I meant enough to matter to anyone
I don't feel love
An it's not because you never showed it
I just notice more often how I'm alone going through shit
An I know my problems are bigger than everyone else's
Can I expect you to know my pain, if you never felt it?
Never did I want to drag you down with my bullshit
I'm just lost
I just miss my kids
See the significance in what I did when I could
I accepted a long time ago some people never would
That much has been understood
Death is all that could separate us, it's the only thing that would
I know they deserve more than me, that's my humility
You can keep each an every personality
She'll respect you and feel comfortable enough to constantly challenge me
Last time I bleed because she's angry
She can heal from the wounds bitch ass dudes exacted to be "manly"
They'll consider your safety
They'll care about what my children see
Lie however you want after I get split custody
I'm done playing parts just to be the man they see
You owe me way more than you believe, I die each an every time I leave
I understand I'm not always right
I rarely am
I just care more than you cared to understand
Dealing peace with an escape plan
The one thing you bitches won't ever tolerate is a great man
You can't hurt enough to know what kept a gun outta my hand
Life's importance, just something I innately understand
As they fall apart along with castles made of sand
Reyah throws sand at me as I begin to reprimand
She tells me "You're fine"
Just what I always say to assure you all the time
Reyah you an Taeyah reside in my heart
If that gives out, if I miss my chance to spell it out
You'll know in due time
Regardless of how ugly this world is, you'll always be on my mind
I can't even get a cellphone from best buy
If all you do is tell people I ask for shit?
You just believe in everything you say even if it is a lie
I wanna see you try
I don't deserve an apology
Good luck wherever you're at Dad
Didn't have enough time to instill a will that'd motivate me to treat people like trash
I meant every compliment, you're just mean
I know the deal
I get it
How you feel, prosthetic
What'd you write for me?
You produce a hard beat, to profile me racially?
I can't even acknowledge I'm that crazy
I'm paranoid
Some guy said he hated me
Is it cause she wanted a piece of me?
Two dog beds an I'm sleeping peacefully
Imagine how fucked up that'd be, if she actually needed me?
I'm trying to be a Dad
Show out for those that made my world lovely
What kept me going when the world treated me ugly
You've done so once before albeit awkwardly
Ignoring my professions constantly
I'm weird as fuck an you won't hang out with me, that makes you look like a bitch
Blessed they don't know who I am
No interest in interviews, I could only say what I can
I comprehend everything
Whatchu know about captain underpants?
I'd offer weed to all your weird ass pals
Calm down bro, we're trying to see what the dare mascot was really talking about
I smoke cause I hurt an have entirely too much to think about
An no one to hear me out
From viewers like you, I accept ebt an doubt
High pitched an hyperventilating
You cannot afford the white bitch noise I'm capable of demonstrating
I'm too literal to actually entertain such an exaggeration
Wondering why they end up as dog food, when they try to sound like another play thing











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