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THE SUDDEN URGE TO DIE
THE URGE TO DIE
U.GEE
There is an inside voice saying
" end the pain , end ur existence ,
Wipe urself from the face of the earth
Death is the only way to end ur pain ,
The only way to cure the heartache ,
The only way for peace "
Every night I ask my self where is the God
Yall pray , cz I can't feel his presence I don't even know if he's up there , maybe if he is , but why is there so much sadness, so much pain , hate and heartbreak in this world
why am I feeling like this ( the sudden urge to die )
I try not to do it bcz I think about how it would affect those around me , those who care about me
But if depression does get the better of me they'll have to know that I couldn't indure it I had to go maybe it was my fate to die like that
You'd understand if u had an empty heart like mine , if u were broken and nothing could fix u
I ask my self , WHY AM I STILL ALIVE