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THIS PART
THIS PART
By C Wynter
The problem must be me, since life is continuing on,
Falling way behind, I struggle with all the things I've done wrong,
I try to keep the faith, even though mentally i am on the decline,
Water won't touch skin, no paste on teeth, the body goes before the mind,
A lack of motivation in facing another day, a bliss not to care,
Suffering in silence, strangulation by the everyday fears,
I am failing, I am falling, dear God don't you hear my cries?,
Or is my pain of little importance, so you'll watch me die?,
I am not well, I may never be again, the acceptance is bitter,
Just going through these motions in hopes I might get better,
It's the in between that gets me, where I feel so numb,
When everything is too much and I am overwhelmed and done,
I don't know what will become of me, I really hate this part,
Where uncertainty is a great anxiety, and fears are trumpets within the dark.
© C.Wynter
By C Wynter
The problem must be me, since life is continuing on,
Falling way behind, I struggle with all the things I've done wrong,
I try to keep the faith, even though mentally i am on the decline,
Water won't touch skin, no paste on teeth, the body goes before the mind,
A lack of motivation in facing another day, a bliss not to care,
Suffering in silence, strangulation by the everyday fears,
I am failing, I am falling, dear God don't you hear my cries?,
Or is my pain of little importance, so you'll watch me die?,
I am not well, I may never be again, the acceptance is bitter,
Just going through these motions in hopes I might get better,
It's the in between that gets me, where I feel so numb,
When everything is too much and I am overwhelmed and done,
I don't know what will become of me, I really hate this part,
Where uncertainty is a great anxiety, and fears are trumpets within the dark.
© C.Wynter
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