I'll let you be the subject of my poems
the center of my improvement
And for my improvement alone
I'll let you be the object of my success

Oh! to be hopelessly in love
constant in making a fool of myself
feeling alive, yet again
enjoying the idea of having you

It's crazy, I like your inconsistency
your twisted mind and lying tongue
your words not matching your actions
you popping in and out of my life

You drive me insane with your mouth
your words that doesn't make sense
your heart that is nowhere to be found
your mind that is as bad as mine

That's the thrill I'm addicted to
the way you make my heartbeat fast
it's choking me to die
it's urging me to live

You are my one desire, or maybe one of many
But you shine the brightest now
or the darkest, because your evil
You played my heart then seek for others

However, I love you! So much I wanna kill
those lovely eyes and piercing tongue which
begs for my forgiveness every time
and I whom without a thought will give it

See— I abhor you, I loathe you
Cause hate isn't the opposite of love
Like how I constantly love and kill you
AND indifference is the right answer

Like how you said you like me
but fucked me over and over again
regardless,
I love you

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