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When you're about to relapse,
you realise you had no backbone to remain single,
so you try to mingle with people as promiscuous as perverts.

When you're about to relapse,
you realise you are no longer a lovesick addict.
Pornography, ever so potent and psychedelic, turned me pedophilic.

When you're about to relapse,
you realise you want to repent repeatedly to avoid guilt and hell (if you ever do have a conscience),
but heaven's eyes never close-
they already saw your body as a blasphemy, an evil relic.