#MothersDayStory
The time had come to start my journey. I leaned out of the window, waving as long as I could while she disappeared into the distance. I really wanted to stop her as I could not live without her, but yet to keep her tensed free I gave a fake smile on my face and told her to go home tension free, and call me once she reaches home and for sure she must have her medicines.. during her journey to home in the train.. . she finally said me bye and wiped her tears away. I was new in the PG, so I knew no one there but a few girls saw me crying silently, so a girl came near me and made me calm and said she was Pia, she was my mate only and she took me to the room, there we got to know about each other more and talked alot, and I soon completely forgot about my mom and went to sleep. The next months I lived happily in the PG and rarely called mom, she would call me several times a day to talk to me, but I would scold her for disturbing me unnecessarily and would tell her to end the call, it had been 8 months in the PG and it was a holiday weekend for all the management students, so we all were ready to move home, I took train to my town and reached home, mom was very surprised to see me and hugged me tightly and kissed me, but I slowly pushed her back and said mom I am damm tired, let me sleep now, she asked whether I wanted dinner or not but I said no and went to my room to sleep, the next day I was totally busy on my phone and with my friends and chatting with them. I didn't bother to talk to mom, she tried several times to talk to me but I would cut her talks off. and would excuse myself, I didn't even realized how did this one weekend was spent, well I was extremely happy to go back to PG, before I could leave my mom said me " beta I just have few months to live, will you please stay with me for more time " I said "what rubbish maa, okay please let me go now and I am getting late " she just kept her hand on my head and said " Mithu u have change alot beta " I said okay bye.. I came to PG and around 2 months had just passed away since my last holiday, when one day I was attending my class when my phone suddenly vibrated I looked at the phone it was Rishu my cousin sister, she called me many times, but I didn't answer her call, and after class I called her back and asked why had she called me she was crying on the phone badly well o asked her what's wrong now, she said that maa is no more now she is dead, Rishu called my mom maa and I was shocked to hear all this, I said no Rishu don't joke yrr. she said I sure to God she has passed away di, my hands started to shake, I chocked to speak further, my eyes were filled of water and a tear rolled down my face. I quickly ran to my PG and packed all my belongings and quickly buyed a ticket to my town a d within no time I was at my home, I quickly ran inside the house I saw that mom's dead body was in front of me, it was all blue, Rishu told me mom was suffering from a disease and she took her last breath in her room and left the world. I couldn't do anything except punish myself for my silliness and my careless attitude, my mom had told me that she was sick but I was stupid for not listening her. she needed me yet I left her. that day o said mom " I can't live without you " and cried further .

It's been 5months to her death but yet I haven't forgiven myself for my careless attitude.
I am sorry mom..