I guess i was too young to know what's forever, too young to believe.
I have so many things in mind that i had to let go.
But
why i'm still stuck in the past?
why its getting hard to let go ?
why do i find myself bruising?
why can i just forget and move on ?

I keep on reminding myself that you're gone for good,
but you didn't even bid goodbye.
I would smile, laugh pretending to be happy.
I just want to get over you.
But then why do
i keep on questioning myself...
Haven't i been good enough to you?
what was missing between us ?
What did i ever do to you?

I got no answers ...
It just hurts alot and i miss you.
Im a mess now
why did i fall for someone ungrateful like you.
why did you cause me so much pain and heartache?

I don't feel alright and im not doing okay at all.
because i love you, who didn't love me back.
I was such a fool to believe you.
You said "you kept me in your heart"
but i never knew your eyes where wandering around.

I didn't notice that ever since you step into my life...
i thought you where my sunshine
but instead
you're a dark cloud that block away sunshine in my sky.
I was blind folded and you played me like a fool.

I'm telling you...
you cut me deeply and im open now.
You will reap for what you sow.