language:hinglish
genere: suspence, thriller , disturbing,
note:read at your own risk(it contains sucidal and self harm scenes)


soo,i am detective rishi. recently i got a case related to a 21 year young lady who just died few days ago.....


1 hours before...........

........on the tv chanel,"Varanasi me rahh rahi ek 21 varshiy yuva nam Niharika ne chhat se kudd kar de di jann"....."sutro ke hawale se pata chala hai ki vo apane aas padosh se jada ghulati milati nahi thi,...too kaii padosiyo ke anusar kale jadu, love affair ya murder ka bhi andesha bataya ja raha hai"......." for more info visit our news websi-.

i turned off the tv cause there was no logical basis of their statements....."ye news chanel vale trp ke lie kuch bhi janata me padhosh dete hain",
"chhotu ek cup chai lana".....

telephone rang: ding ding.....i took the phone call........someone said, "kya aap detective rishi se batt kara sakate hain," i replied, "kahie kya batt hai".....
"sir abhi halahi me hui ek ghatana ke investigation ka kam aapake team ko diya jaa raha hai" i repleid "ok thanks but why me? he replied,
"cause you are the one who have secrete team departments and many more sources you are actually perfect for this case". aur call rakh diya gaya......


........detective rishi called their team for the investigation at the crime scene........

-observations: ek 14 manjila makan jisame aadha se jada rooms khali the. aur vo building kisi 90s ke hotel se kam nahi lagati thi, vahi purane tiles phenyle ke smell aur batt karane par aavajo ki saf gunj sunai dena,........mere ek team member ne to ye takk kah diya ki " flat kam aur bhutiya ghar jada hai"{in a humourous way}......i replied, "chinta matt karo bhut too tum hi hoo"........everyone started laughing......we reached at the floor no. 14.......
jisapar keval water tank,solar panel aur aur bade bade kuch fate hue banner lage the........ham jaldi se uss sucide spot pe pahuchate hain,......vaha nakhun se khurod kar kuch likha gaya tha.....hamari team ne usaka photo liya aur department ke headquarter takk bhej diya........aur niche usake pairo ke chappal samane gire hue the.......usake badd ham usake kamare takk pahuchate hain.......room no. 306....jisako kholate hi ek alag si smell ek different vibe aa rahi thi samane saman bikhare hue,bed par kapade bikhare hue, aur kuch tasvire aur kaii panne bikhare hue jisame kuch likh kar barr barr kat diya gaya ho we collected one and every thing and send them at the head quarter.......aur 'samane hi ek table par usaki ek hashati hui photo jise dekhkar kon hi kahega ki ye ab marr chuki hai'......we collected her files related to her education and jobs where we found that her name is niharika a 4th year bsc student from ram mandir college, she was living alone for her educational purpose.....usake bare me padh kar hame pata chala ki,she was dedicated towards her career.....after that we called her family to gather any kind of information about her........aur phir ghar se hame pata chala ki bachpan me hi usake parents ka death ho chuka tha.......vo apane uncle aur aunt ke sath rahati thi....her aunt told us that she was actually this and that type girl,she did sucide on purpose and blah blah........we noted alot points but most of them were useless.....we called her friends and we found that......she was depresesed.....and suffering a lot with her mental physical and financial issues......even usake friends ke according ye kaii bar apani bate batate roo diya karati thi........but as time passes she learned how to live.......aur phir vo ek ladake ka nam batati hai....."mihir"...usaki friend ke according vo aksar iss ladake ke bare me mention kiya karati thi par kabhi usane khul kar bataya hi nahi......aur hame usake bare me jada nahi pata,.........being a detective i thought that this is just a typical sucidal case.......but the things taking turns.........
on the mirror something was written that "why you left me alone" aur aise kai panno pe vo keval mihir ka nam likha karati thi........our team started finding the data about mihir........hamane niharika ke phone ko kafi pahale hi computer experts ke pass bhej diya tha........we found a lots of medical pills under her pillow.........what was that.......what kind of pills these are........our one team member told that this is actually a drugs to control the anxiety depression and sometimes to relax the brain...........i got stunned at that moment .........she was just 21...afterall...........we left that area the way it was and came back at the headquarter.......

after few days,


we got every results.........remember on 14th flour.....nakhun se khured kar kya likha gaya tha."i am coming mihir dont worry......you left me alone in this hell i have left soo many memories and stories about us".......and this satement clarifies that mihir is another character joo sayad khud bhi sucide kar liya ho....ya use akela chhod diya ho.....our whole team start finding the previous record about sucides but there was not a single person named mihir who have attempted sucide.........it was kind of shocking for us......rembeber her phone we found mihir's phone no. it was just a typical 966-522-*** this belongs to a famous telephone company which is not working from the decades....all those evuidences were not connecting to each other.....we called her friend again.......she picked up the call and said "how can i help you sir"? .....I asked,........"can you explain any kind of thing that your friend have mentioned before about Mihir"?........she replied: sir vo Mihir ke bare me batt karate vakt kafi jada excited ho jaya karati thi......even vo to ek barr ye takk bol di thi ki Mihir kaii salo se usake sapane me aata tha but aaj finaly vo usase mili hai........he is just like a that boy whome i have imagined in my dreams........it was kind of shocking for me.......but i thought ho sakata hai........who knows the reality, fate and destination........and after that i never talked to her........cause she never picked up my phone call.......but Niharika ki ek aadat thi vo apani kai bate diary me likha karati thi......sayad aapako kuch mil jae,.....
ab hamare lie usaki diary dhundana thoda mushkil tha kyunki it may be vo diary ko jala chuki ho ya kisi bhi Tarah se destroy kar di ho who knows.........
we started the investigation in room no.306.......but we got nothing except dispointment.........aur bahar nikalate hi hame phulo ke gamalo me kuch gadbadi dikhi......."yess we found the diary".........


..........dear diary!!..........

i am Niharika struggling in studies health economy........sometimes i feels like i am about to collapse.......well......mujhe nahi pata ki mujhe kya hua hai bass mai kabhi bahut kush hona chhahati hun too kabhi chain se baith ke rona chhahati hun......mai chhahati hun log mujhe dekhe samajhe aur puche.......aur jab dekhate samajhate aur puchate hain too mai bass adhrishy ho jana chhahati hun.........today i got my medical results.......doctor told me that i am actually a Schizophrenia patient. but the good thing is that,its my first satage. i asked the docter about this and she repleid simply when your brain can't tolerate the things then it start acting in that way soo that it can tolerate those things.....like may be you are creating few stories getting happier over it or getting sad this is normal but if it starts affecting your daily life then it's not good....in some cases people even experience hallucinations.....but you are actually out of danger,take those pills and consult a better doctor........due to the financial problem i was never able to traet myself.......i used to get few flashes of a gentleman holding the rose in a rain and wainting for someone alone.......i used to ignore those things cause it was just a dream.......one day in the middle of July i saw a man holding the rose and waiting for me.......he waved at me.....i got confuse cause it was just like a movie scene where you met with a men who is just in your delusional world......mai usake pass gaii aur puchi......tum meri batt kar rahe ho kya.......he said too kya.....and gave me the roses..the way he talked to me i never felt like we have met first time....i got happy cause it was such a warm moment in this cold city.........i got emotional and asked kaise jantae ho mujhe.......he revealed my every data every secrets.....my feeling everytghing.......i got stunned and shocked at the moment........and few days we became good friends.......kabhi kabhi too mujhe lagata tha ki doctor ki mujhe kabhi jarurat thi hi nahi......i always wanted love care and joy..........maine depression ke pills lene takk chhod die the.......ab mai ghanto khidaki ke pass baith kar keval usase bate kiya karati thi.......usaki bate bilkul jadu thi.....,mano mujhe kya sunana hai kab sunana sab pata ho use......jindagi ke uss rahh me jaha mai jeena nahi chhahati thi he became the reason that why i am living.........as time passes now he used to live with me......we shared a lots of moments togaether and one and every moment was just magical like skyrum......i was actually obsessed with him .....bin usaka nam lie mera ek din nahi katata tha ab.........cause he was magic.........i can't define.........well after few days later......he started acting strange he scold me front of soo many people just for a silly mistake........ok i tolerated it..........we used to talk on the 14th floor as usual.....and we also did it on the last day......but he said bye bye Niharika and jumped from that 14th floor........i got paused for a second.......wait, wait, what just happened,.....he died.....nahh i have just thought alot.....nothing is like this......it can't it can't..........i scremed.......calling his name all over again and again thinking that he will reply but in the end what i listened is just a silence..........a silence which was haunting me from inside........i am still waiting Mihir.........


diary closed (end of the pages)

the whole team was shocked at that moment they send her whole medical report to a psychatrist ..........
the half team reached at the crime location and asked.......about Niharika.......few of them told them that she used to behave nice but suddenly her whole reaction changed she used to talk to herself she used to act too many starnge things........sometimes the people assumed that she is possessed by someone.......but in the end it was just a theory......or may be a reality.....
what if she fell in love with the demon who don't exist.


medical report arrived: the doctor explained everything about her..... she also showed them her brain structure..... and said she was actually a critical Schizophrenic patient...... she was lost in her hallucinatory world..... actually your brain reacts on every kind of act but when it stop responding in to the reality but instead of that it creates its own world and start living under that world just to feel good....then this phase is called as Schizophrenia episodes..... your brain is such a powerfull thing...... it have power to manipulate the things or to change the point of veiw but jab ye khud aapake sath hone lage then it is dangerous......." mihir" was just her illusion.... there is no person who exist in this reality....... she was mental patient and she became obsessed with her own imagination which results in a self harm or sucide..... look at her body there are a lot of scratches...... these are the proof that she was never fine....and the reason for this disease is actually extreme poverty and traumatic childhood and look at her past data...things are totaly clarifying everything......... in the end..........finally the case is solved......

......now me and my team always aware the people about mental health it is not a joke it is your life......... your brain gets tired too......





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