"Yes, you helped me my entire life, but you ruined me from the inside, you always had that image. The image of a good person. Whatever you were but you were never a good person. I am tired of you, of your face, your voice to be exact I am just so sick and tired of you. You always use me, I never say anything. It doesn't matter to me as long as you are here with me. I know that you will leave me behind as soon as I become, what I fear the most "a useless person". I told you what hurted me the most, you did it so perfectly that it hurts. I trusted you and when you broke my trust, I blamed it on myself thinking I was wrong. You weren't wrong either. It was me who shouldn't have trusted you. If I trust you again will you break it?Prove me wrong again? Please."
© mika