"Kassandra was a girl who was sophisticated, but she was sometimes too cold. She never changed; she did not understand the context most of the time. When she did understand, she changed. She was kind and loving, but she always had two parts, like yin and yang. I saw her just for a small moment. I wanted to know who she was. It made me leave my room. I wanted to know if she was just another illusion. Maybe I was brave. When I left, I saw the sunshine again. It was a strange feeling, something I hadn't felt for such a long time. I have hated it and kind of loved it at the same time. I felt vulnerable to the world again. The dark cave gave me a feeling of safety. There was no one, no one who could hurt or harm me, just simply me. In the end, I believe no one can actually harm us; we can just harm ourselves. I did not know when to look for her. I was twisted, and I was scared. One part of myself wanted to find her more than anything, and one part wanted to forget. If I do not look for her, I will regret for sure. I have nothing to lose; I already lost everything. Let's go for some journey."

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