My second year going to end. I haven't spoke with Sagen since the continuous fight.
He text me. I stay away.
Even though it kills me.
He call me if ever...
I say... Don't call. It's over.
He ask to meet... I say no. !
We end up quarelling on call saying I Hate you. Forgot you... Left you ... Move on.. Blah blah. !

It was like all end. Zero communication between us. I had no idea what he is doing. He had no clue of mine.

"Swath... You are doing wrong dear. See he need to give chance. He loves you so much. We witnessed in his eyes. He too need his space of time. See, girl I suggest you...what ever it takes marry him... Because you had sex...in our society having sex before marriage is something like...a women is labeled for her life time. Don't push him so hard that he have to leave you and go. Ask me... My husband never brought a pad... He dont even thought to ask about my date... He fucks me ...as per his choice and mood... Marriage is different, and if no intimacy or bonding... It's just happy show running for sake of the family. We have to smile even if we can't breathe in."...