It was raining heavenly outside. I felt the wind on my face slapping because I loved someone!
My mobile rang.
Hi... It's Alok.
" So..." I shuddered my mind to answer him drawing curtains of the window.
"Your cousin is getting married... You will be there, right? " he asked me.
"Yes. " I felt pity for his question.
"I want to see you.
Can we meet?"
I was a bit sleepy. I said...
"Ok, .will see".

The Buzz of the doorbell broke me from my sleep.
"What... I... " I was shaking up to open eyes... I saw my cousin standing near my bed....
"Get up Swa... "
"I got up... Hmm chechi..."
"Swa... See this boy loves you deeply... He can be accepted by all... So if you wish you can see me and mingle... Stay just as friends now if you too fall for him..."
Chechi... Yar... Stop... I said as I went to wash my face.

My head was spinning to connect her words and what to tell her.
"See I will be married soon... In a few years, anyhow you have to settle... Your Dad will allow we will support you...So... Alok approached me... As he said he likes you...Why can't you give it a try? "
I felt to tell her everything... But was quiet. As a matter of trust where I always get fail.

I met Alok. I spoke little as he kept on saying ...God knows what all...as my mind wasn't listening to his single word.
I missed Sagen. My mind only knows him. I wake up with Alok msg but I don't respond. And curse Sagen... "This is how you do with me, Sagen! "
Alok proposed to me. I was blank. I don't dare to say no as I don't want him to be hurt and my cousin to question me about the reason for my... no!
Those were the days when fear ruled over the mind than saying the truth!
Alok took my silence as yes as I was wondering in my thoughts.
He calls me and asks me about food, weather, and study. He texts me gn gm, etc not about love... Not about sex, not even an I love u...
So I never felt to tell him about Sagen! Out of fear also that he is immature to keep secrets!
Uff relations suck mind!

Alok calls me like 20 times a day. Ask the same questions. I started feeling perhaps I used to be this immature with Sagen.
All his talks seemed like a fly going to bite people and they will be slaughtered!
One day I felt to stop this...as he may get hurt later if he gets serious!
Alok... See... I'm not in love as you think... I... I tried to explain to him..but he had his world to talk to.

One evening Sagen texted me... Need to talk. It's urgent.

By the time Alok is known to Madhu, Ramya, and all... Because of his continuous calls... ...