I often wonder how things may have been
if you choosed to stay with me
though I've seen
People being in love for only a time being
It's not like I don't love u anymore
It's just I'm too tired
To feel a thing for anyone anymore
Though I'm still hoping
For u to turn around
Look back in ur life
of the time when we used to
call each other as mine
Even if that was just as a joke
To tease each other
And make our friends jealous
And u know what deep inside
I was proud to be called urs
Now it's all just a memory
from my life's an uncomplete story
And sometimes
while looking at the moon
Shining bright at night in between the stars
It's shine reminds me of ur smile
But the moon also looks lonely!
And I wonder
Do u feel the same?
As I'm not with you there!
I ask to the moon
Does he still do what we used to do at night
Talking to the moon
sharing everything and laugh at our jokes
And I ask to the moon
Did he ever mentioned me
while talking to you?
Does he miss me like I do?
it's all what my mind wonders
And then my heart it start to crumble
I feel the pieces pricking
in my heart?
So I ask to the creator
who made me
Did he think I'm capable to bear
This much pain
As he breaks me again and again
And I got the answer today
when I looked in the mirror
At myself and didn't feel anything
I knew that moment
My heart maybe beating
but now it's cold
Numb to every feeling
Happiness or sadness
Don't matter to me now
I'm just alive
living my life
For the one's who keep trying
to make me the same girl
I was back then
But can u make a glass look the same
after being broken?
No right !
But we all know life's like that
Sometimes sunny, sometimes rains
and sometimes just cold
And people have said many times
life goes on
with people we love or even without us!
So not to sound like a
lost soul searching for it's body
Don't mind my words
it's just my hobby
to be lost in words blunder
and it's my passion to write out
all the sad emotion I feel
here to not end up spaced out
from my zone
which kept me alive....
— Joy :)

I don't know if anyone would read this
but I don't wanted to stop writing
Cuz the words just keep coming
if u read this plz do tell me how was it?
— Thank you ♡❤♡
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#love&life #uncompletestory #Writcopoetry
© joy