I lost my mask
Its all I had
It carried alot of things
Reminiscent of the past
Should be happy
Should be glad
Losing something
That represented the bad
I express my pain in anger
You see anger is all I had
I sealed my negative energy
It resides in this mask
Now its a reminder of flaws
Like yin & yang
I’m the good and the bad
When I wear my mask
I carry around my tragedies
Its part of my redemption path
People see my kindness
I choose to not show my wrath
In truth I hated that side of me
So I started smoking
I rather get lost in the gas
I let hella people down
When I focused on the cash
Everyone told me to slow down
Didn’t hear them til I crashed
I blamed everyone but myself
I knew “myself” is all I had
Felt like a demon
Fighting everyone
Hitting them with a black flash
I was on a warpath
I was expressing my pain
Showing signs of a psychopath
I was traumatized
Hella people shankin my back
But nowadays
None of that makes me mad
Just ashamed of how I acted
I cant just leave that in the past
Thats why I was so pressed and so concerned
When I found out I lost my mask

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By: SilenceTheKidd
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