If what I'm doing is SO wrong,
Why does it feel so RIGHT?
These questions keep me up at night.
I know what I'm doing is adultery,
but IS IT REALLY?

I wasn't supposed to love her.
That's not something you can control.
Its not a story .
You can't stop once your hand leaves the page .
It's lightning coursing through your veins
No matter how hard we pushed each other away.
That feeling,an addiction we can't escape.

If it feels so RIGHT,why is it wrong?
She's in a "loving" relationship where she doesn't belong .
He offers such sweet words
Then why do you ignore Her?
So attentive over the phone
So why is it in bed with you she feels so alone?
Behind her breast the heart weeps.
That's when she contracts me.
To be appreciated properly.
Not a piece of property.

Her family Hates me.
All I did was make her happy.
They think I'm crazy
Because I smoke pot
They down pills ,whiskey,and vodka shots
Her mom drinks wine to save water
Step dad sexually harasses her daughter
The sister thinks I'm deranged.
All because my life is far from mundane.
Who said we had to be the same?
You had a kid,when I was a kid I got molested.
I never had anyone but me.
Nearly killed a man 4 times bigger than me
While you were still struggling with your ABC's.
You have a business you run
Handed to you because you fucked
Rich momma's son.
I was fighting my dad when he pulled out the shotgun .
Clawing my way through territories
Where outsiders are the enemy
And I don't get sleep from my torment within me.
I couldn't believe .
The LUXURY .
You people cry just because you don't like what's on TV.
If you knew pain then maybe you'd understand me.

If what I'm doing is so WRONG
You're WRONG
I know I'm RIGHT
My heart tells me I'm RIGHT
If you can't see what I see
You'll have better luck walking around a room of Rakes with closed eyes,Than figuring out why you pushed her out of your life into MINE.


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