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Cosmic Mistake
I failed, yes I did, got no excuses.
Kept slacking off over and over.
While deadlines were all abounding.
Now I don't know what to say.
The voices of disappointment I hear.

I failed, yes myself, for real now.
I kept waiting on a miracle.
I knew I had not done it right.
Still I guess I kept hope,
that things somehow were alright.

So no I'm not alright this day.
Let me isolate and isolate forever.
I failed and this time too much.
They won't have pretty words,
and honestly I think I deserve it.

I'm sorry to myself now I guess.
I could not do what was needed of me.
All I did was put up lot's of excuses,
for all of my failings and mistakes.
I failed and this time there is no saving,
letting down the people I love.

I failed and I failed again forevermore,
am I a failure, or a cosmic mistake?

© dats_poetry