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try again?
"just one more time, please" you say. but it won't be one more time will it? it's never gonna be one more time.
I hesitate as i answer. I don't want to try again. last time we tried you couldn't even talk to me let alone try to show me you love me.
"fine" I say. again, though it isn't really fine, I feel my healing soul shatter again, because I know I'm gonna break once more.
I don't want to repeat this cycle. but I do. and I have. I should have stopped this when you cheated. but I try to see the good in you. I try desperately to see the good in everyone.
"I want to change" you say again. it's almost a repetition of last time. I can predict everything you're gonna say.
I promise I'm gonna try harder.
"I promise I'm gonna try harder."
it's almost predictable.
"I dont know what you want" you say. as if I haven't been screaming it to you since we met.
to be loved.
I want to be loved.
© sleepydigital
I hesitate as i answer. I don't want to try again. last time we tried you couldn't even talk to me let alone try to show me you love me.
"fine" I say. again, though it isn't really fine, I feel my healing soul shatter again, because I know I'm gonna break once more.
I don't want to repeat this cycle. but I do. and I have. I should have stopped this when you cheated. but I try to see the good in you. I try desperately to see the good in everyone.
"I want to change" you say again. it's almost a repetition of last time. I can predict everything you're gonna say.
I promise I'm gonna try harder.
"I promise I'm gonna try harder."
it's almost predictable.
"I dont know what you want" you say. as if I haven't been screaming it to you since we met.
to be loved.
I want to be loved.
© sleepydigital
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