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CAN'T LOVE MYSELF
Looking in the mirror
Wishing I was different
Wishing I was happy
I have everything I could possibly want
But why do I still lost
Why can't I just be happy
Go a day without crying
Smile without trying
I don't know what's wrong
Scared I can't be strong
Being perfect so they don't mock
So fed up but I don't talk
Depression tries to stalk
On my shoulder it lurk
Am too young!
Why does life hurt me wrong!
It hurts to stay strong
And am tired
Of crying and screaming I'm my bedroom
I just want to shout
I want to let it out
But ...
It comes back
Always leaving a mark
I try to make it stop
But it seems the only way is to drop
I don't want to die!
I just don't want to... cry
Just want to wake up with no sore eyes
Want to smile with no more lies
I try not to break
Reasons I try to make
Life has no reason to give
So I have no reason to live


#sadfeeling
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