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Rain Drops of My Pain
Rain drops at my window pane. Keep me in my feelings always thinking of wat could have been. Like I could actually potentially miss the pain. Tears falling cause the pain that mamed me. Critically leaving me more helpless, needy, alone, and insecure. Making life more hard than I could ever have imagined ever in my life. Hoping for the pain to just release with the rain. So I can start beginning to repair my heart and soul; To make it bullshit proof never to leave itself open for the hurt and emotional scars. That was already left on every inch of me. Leaving me scared to believe in love could ever be for me.
© Zachary Blackmore