Meet me again,
Fall in love with me again.
All over again.
Overanalize every part of my existence,
Let it make you be mesmerized by my soul again.
Ask me everything you want to know,
Everything you need to hear,
I want you to be reassured I’m not leaving yet.
Because I feel your presence drifting away,
Just as my tears run away from my cheeks.
I want to feel the warmth of your heart,
The joy in your smile,
The love in your eyes,
All over again.
I want you to be here to see how I feel like you are missing when you’re not close to gone.
I want you to see through my eyes the way I’m missing your face
Hear through my ears how I wish to hear your voice.
The way I still crave the words and crawl into the hole in my stomach,
hoping that it will be as comforting as I remember it could be,
Just because it remembers the last time you told me that you loved me,
It remembers the last time it felt like it was you,
But it’s not even close,
Nothing will ever be close.




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