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Mirror
I look in the mirror
I don’t see me
They love what I do
They wanna be me
I wanna take my life
I wanna be free
They tell me to live
They try to plea
But all this toxic air
Is killing my tree
People are like fire
They just burn my leaves
I’m stuck like a stomp
My roots gotta grip on me
Gripping kinda hard too
Let off, I can’t breathe
I feel like George Floyd
Suffocating mentally
Trying not to fall
Got alot of people watching me
But no one notices me
I don’t notice myself
Can’t even recognize me
They see my character as glee
I see it as something ugly
I mask so much
I make my real emotions flee
Maybe thats why I’m lost
I wanna be me
I look in the mirror
Behold a dummy
This shits not funny
I fear myself
This shits uncanny
Opposite of myself
This shits too crazy
Don’t wanna do shit
Can’t feel lazy
Pass me the weed
Time to hoxbox again
Car hella smoky
I got alot to improve
Before I see my beauty
For now I look in the mirror
I still don’t see me

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By: SilenceTheKidd
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