Anxiety

My thoughts race
only theres no reason
Only this rhyme.
I aimed too high this time
And I hit my goal.
Finish school before I get old.
I didnt think I could do it
Doubt if I'd ever start
.....and now
My mind wont stay still
Its racing,
this is over kill
99.5%
But you could have gotten 100%
You're a failure!
Right!
You're right!
This voice bludgeons me
What if you fuck up?
Bitch you suck!
There it goes again...
I feel faint,
My palms are sweaty and wet
Stomach upset
Outside placid
Inside acid
Heartbeat racing through my veins
Nobody can see it
The internal campaigns
Mission completed
When Anxiety comes to play
It's mission defeated.
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