Am sorry
I know I told you not to worry
But my world's still a lil blurry
I still have my scar
My journey to healing is still far
Am sorry I lied
Am sorry but I tried
I can't help
Can't make you feel better
When am still under the weather
Dear mirror i hate you
Cause everyday I wish I ain't you
I want you to take back your crown
But right now I still drown
Right now I still breakdown
Right now I still wish to be six feet under
Thinking I could help you was only a blunder
I want you to be brave
But I also need to be saved
I can't take the advice I gave
Cause it's still hard
Cause I still feel sad
Not just love,I have other issues
I've cried out all the tissues
Am not that type too
Never Let any see through
And I stupidly tried to heal you
When am broken too
The crazy truth
Is am broken to the root
I can't tell anyone,I keep mute
Myself I try to fix
But I can't take the risk
Am sorry...
Am sorry for the trouble I caused
But I can't help cause am also lost
I fake a smile
Be somebody am not
I tried, gave it all I got
But I have a hidden cut
The pain still hits the spot
Those battles I fought
They still hurt Alot
In this unending darkness I still rot
Breaking every night with my thought
Sorry can't fix you, myself I have still have to sort


@sophiedavies