Why did you have to tell me that
Now you gat me going back
To when life wasn't so dark
And now you're pulling me in
I thought I had moved on
why'd you come back again
My lips could lie
Say it will all work out in the end
My mind would wanna play pretend
My brain will think
I wanna turn around and try this again
But am sure I'll be back to the pain
I can't even say your name
Cause then I'll feel the same
Back to how the feelings came
Pushing all these feelings down
Cause they broke me to the ground
And I can't take another breakdown in my room
So I quit the feelings I assume
Back to you,i can't resume
Going back to you is something I could but
Going back to you is something I would not
Can't keep on overthinking
Cause it keeps my body shrinking
Makes me feel am like sinking
Cause Everytime you break me and all
I'll be the one to pick me from the fall
If I go back again and make my heart feel
I might not be able to heal
The cuts I might not be able to seal
Can't pick myself off the floor
Can't hurt like before
So my heart won't miss you anymore


@sophiedavies