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stuck on you .
I lied ,I lied ,
When I said it was okay
Okay for you to walk away ,
For you to move on
I am still stuck where you left
I am still waiting for you ,
I anticipate for every notification ,
Hoping it is yours ,
Sitting watching the moon.
Listening to your songs .
I am still caught in your past .
But I cannot lie ,
You were my first time ,
First time to everything ,
I felt a little bit of reassurance ,
You saw my scars as beauty matks ,
You did not see me as too much
You meant everything to me ,
I placed too many eggs in one basket,
In a bottomles basket ,
With expectations of holding .
You did not stay either ,
Funny that was not you that I knew ,
It was a different side of you,
But you know what I'll never say ,
I do not regret meeting you ,
You were the summer that I longed for,
But was unable to accept it,
Because I was scared of winter .
© fifi
When I said it was okay
Okay for you to walk away ,
For you to move on
I am still stuck where you left
I am still waiting for you ,
I anticipate for every notification ,
Hoping it is yours ,
Sitting watching the moon.
Listening to your songs .
I am still caught in your past .
But I cannot lie ,
You were my first time ,
First time to everything ,
I felt a little bit of reassurance ,
You saw my scars as beauty matks ,
You did not see me as too much
You meant everything to me ,
I placed too many eggs in one basket,
In a bottomles basket ,
With expectations of holding .
You did not stay either ,
Funny that was not you that I knew ,
It was a different side of you,
But you know what I'll never say ,
I do not regret meeting you ,
You were the summer that I longed for,
But was unable to accept it,
Because I was scared of winter .
© fifi
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