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Next week, I'm fine
Dragging myself to responsibilities
To conceal the lack of motivation
Nothings seems important now
Food, money or the time I'm wasting

Now, nice weather isn't a reason
To plan nice events and catch up on feelings
I say I'm quite busy, next week is a better possibility
Cause, how do you say
You would want to care
But an invisible wall doesn't break
No matter how I try it won't fade

It's severe, I understand
When I dont eat, only sleep
Indifference Is what you see

Please know I try to hold
Onto fhe feeling that It will stop
Cause I do care, maybe too much
But for some reason
Today it won't show up

Let's talk later
Couple days or so
About life
When I feel better
Because I want the real me
To be there for you forever
It's only a matter of time, promise, next week
I'm fine
© Jourme