Dear Mama and Papa,

I know saying sorry is not enough but I'm sorry for everything that I've done wrong, for what I've said, and for the things that I can't fulfill. Thank you for always being there for me, especially for Gave. I know I have disappointed you with all of my actions and I am disappointed too. If only I could change back in time but all I can do right now is to move forward.

Ever since when I was 15 and working far I've never felt like I have parents. I'm jealous of my siblings and I have insecurities inside of me. Sometimes I don't understand why I'm in this situation, I wish before that I was not the eldest one so that I don't have to leave. But I guess this is the life that I deserve and I don't think I could question any. It doesn't mean that I will be stuck in this kind of life I'm still trying to pursue my dream and that is to finish my studies so I can find a better job in the future. I will do what is best not just for me but for all of us. Thank you Mama for the support that you always gave me. Thank you Papa for not supporting me 😅 joke Pa.

I always love both of you.

Your First Born,
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