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To My Autistic Ex-Boyfriend
There are many things
you can't make it obvious
to make them know you have autism,
is not just behave exactly like them
as you didn't know
grew up natural born
at masking since I was a child,
I know you should do or not do
if you want to be best friends with them.
Is not how you met them
in your freshman year at Bellevue College.
The first thing you shouldn't do
be mentally prepared and scheduling
too much just go with the flow.
To My Autistic Ex-Boyfriend,
I used to have experience being
liked by many people before
growing up,
you shouldn't do is to
speak up for yourself
when they romantically
or emotionally hurt you.
To My Autistic Ex-Boyfriend,
you shouldn't talk back to anyone
when you feel hot or uncomfortable about it,
when all they do is gossip or talk about you
behind your back.
All you can do is,
just be quiet but obedient
do what they want you to do,
and be they want you to be
Don't question them why,
or give you an honest response
they only are indirect and behave
passive-aggressive about it,
if you going to trigger their
past childhood or High School Trauma.
Even though I used to have experience as an only child and have been spoiled since 9 and a half years old that doesn't mean I am being mean or rude...